this was one of the last songs i added to the project. second to last, i think. the topic was very much inspired by “next” by the weeknd. it’s fun lil baddie anthem. produced by devin malik, vocal production by henry was, mixed + mastered by phase.

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this music video is definitely my current favorite! dylan (the director & editor) absolutely exceeded all expectations. this has been a work in progress since september. it’s gone through a bunch of changes—a bunch of additions and subtractions—but i think the both of us always trust the process & the vision. we’re super proud of the finished product and we hope you fuck wit it too (it’s hard not to, imo.) try not to blink; a lot happens in 2 minutes lol. shoutout my dawg jerm for being my leading guy, the amazing crew, and a big thank you to Brain Dead & Telfar for providing the clothes i dressed myself in :-)

BTS photos by vinny nolan!


slideshow (prod. devin malik) lyrics

01/26/21 5:05 pm

baby you don’t want me; you jus want me cause i’m next

he saying he love me, i said, “say it wit ya chest.”

when i’m on the top, he tell me: “mindi you da best,”

i know.

got my gram in his head all the time, slideshow


i’m hard to get, and i’m hard to cuff, and i’m hard to hold down

he say i’m it, and that i’m the one, and i tell him, “slow down.”


you don’t see there’s all this cash to get?

can’t have a nigga fuckin wit my head

he be dreaming bout me in the bed

while i be thinkin bout the fuckin bread


you jus want me cause i’m next

he saying he love me, i said, “say it wit ya chest.”

when i’m on the top, he tell me: “mindi you da best,”

i know.

got my gram in his head all the time, slideshow


you jus want me cause i’m next

he saying he love me, i said, “say it wit ya chest.”

when i’m on the top, he tell me: “mindi you da best,”

i know.

got my gram in his head all the time, slideshow