december 16, 2022
i wanted to share something before the year ended & this was the most honest thing i could find in my files. me & my friend (legend) coupe made this right after my birthday. it’s about my 2022, which might’ve been the most painfully transformative year of my life. (so far.) i haven’t always known how to be vulnerable comfortably! :-) happy to be here.
engineered by james, an angel.
mixed + mastered by my dawg phase.
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the video was directed & edited by my #1 goat dylan mcgale, AD’d by AJ, + extra help from jason & isa :-) special thank you to my queeeen bina for doing my hair & to my friends sam, jasani, & tristen for pulling up & dancing wit meee <3.
cover photo + bts by sweet lena.
50/50 (prod. COUPE) lyrics
10/13/22 6:33 pm
this year i went on tour
the first one of my life
made money then made more
went on like 20 flights
this year i fell in love
got my heart broken twice
i got me a new plug
i know i’ll be alright
i been feeling so shitty
haven’t wrote a song in weeks
but if i just look pretty
maybe i won’t have to speak
and i’m like: what the fuck’s wrong with me?
how i say this on a beat?
my glass feels 50/50
i just wanna be complete by
next year
never tried to make a hit
or be top pick
but i’m here
so for now i’ll talk more shit
cuz that’s what sticks
and who cares?
who cares?
who cares?
nigga from DC wanna see me he say i’m MARVEL-ous
car don’t got no key, don’t go on E cuz i stay charging it
in my new apartment
it’s more like a house though
i’m the bitch that’s starting it
you more like a outro
if i spend a stack
i’ll make it back
they still like “how, though?”
if it’s on a track
then it’s a fact
but not too loud, though
niggas see the sauce and then they copy, paste & download
niggas see the sauce and then they copy, paste & download
i’m like: what the fuck’s wrong with me?
how i say this on a beat?
my glass feels 50/50
i just wanna be complete by
next year
never tried to make a hit
or be top pick
but i’m here
so for now i’ll talk more shit
cuz that’s what sticks
and who cares?
who cares?
who cares?